Life updates

Well Summer is over, my summer job was shit and my boss still owes me over 500 dollars but whatever I survived my classes and I am already taking this semesters line up with my super liberal teachers. (BLEH) Oh well things are alright. Daniel and I are back on and my return trip in in November. I don't feel confident about the relationship anymore, I feel hurt by him all the time now. Nothing I say is right or it insults him and I have little patience anymore for him. If things aren't working after I go back this time then maybe we both want too different things. I feel so ready to move onto the next chapter of life. Marriage is what I want and it is part of that. Married, house, little garden, next chapter. I really desperately want Daniel to be in that picture but somehow he doesn't seem to fit, he doesn't want to fit. Its not what he signed up for but I thought maybe he could still be happy with it.

Halloween costume needs to be worked on this month, I need to start knitting my Tom Baker scarf.

Next post will be my Doctor Who Theories update so look forward to it!